I think the one thing when it came to this trip was the highlight of freedom. Being able to actively have an outlet to express your stories, discovering your love of what makes you thrilled, and building skills that translate into careers. Journalism is one of the many free careers that we have and this convention highlighted that.
The day started off with all of us successfully making it into our small little shady van. Sure, everyone was slightly sleepy, the air was damp, and the rain was still pouring, but the energy was high, and everyone was excited to be there.
Stuffing my mouth with donuts and yapping to Gabrielle, the Appalachian mountains, occasional animals we rode past, and the amazing wonders of ear popping were the entertainment that made the three hour ride go by fast.
Although I didn't keep track of the other schools around me and their own activities, it was interesting to hear insight with people who were heavily involved in other people's lives, and documenting it.
Sarah Higgins told us a story of discovery and learning her path through journalism. The power of the skillsets you apply to journalism to be perceived as up to par, while also having the freedom to cover any story that may interest you. Creating her own career, designing, and expressing her creativity through illustrations and designs for her business. She makes sure to keep all her business to only her workspace, and only that.
Higgins talked with several other students, answering their questions centering around Penn State, her business, student athletes, personal experiences, events, and uniforms.
Her hardships, success, failures, and upcoming plans for her business shows how much work she put into being where she is now.
The questions that stuck out to me the most was the questions centered around her personal experiences
Her insistence on keeping a balance between her personal and work life, how much she had to sacrifice for her master degree, her insistence on keeping track of Penn State's news.
It all paints a picture of someone who cares thoroughly for her career, freedom, and overcoming.
Maya Williams surprisingly went up to ask Higgins a question surrounding personal branding. Higgins explains that it's all about how her business is all about becoming comfortable and trained with journalism.
The questions seemed to go by quick, and we were already out exploring. The newspapers of the other schools sparked inspiration of what I've imagined our own newspaper to look like one day.
The stands were all bright with LGBTQ flags and colors, giving out information, sex safety tips, and openness. Of course, we were more interested in the food and stickers And maybe some of the sex safety items on the table...😈
I noticed how large the entire campus was, from the amount of students filling every corner. It didn't matter if it was the library, steps, or art gallery, there was always a presence of someone. The environment was lively, students in their own world and intermixing with one another. It reminded me of our school for some reason, you aren't going to know everyone, and there's several other students you're going to interact and compete with. But that's what makes school and journalism so fun, learning about others and expanding your leverage.
Lunch rolled around, Laila, Angelo, and Maya had just finished competing and ready to eat. I went with Sophia and Gabriella to eat Burger King. Although it was my first time eating this fast food giant, and not being the biggest fan of anything besides my usuals, I can attest to the fact that it was alright. It would still never top the legends like Little Caesars, Popeyes, and my favorite homophobic chicken, Chick Fil A, it's got the average tier. The silly little crowns made up most of its ranking though.
After eating and babbling, we made it back to the auditorium where my most favorite moments of the trip had taken place.
Ashleigh Crosson's experience and ambitions while being a college student interested in journalism really resonated with me.
Although I'm a heavy procrastinator, always scattered all over the place, I'm pretty good with collaborating, and don't like leadership, but I still sometimes struggle with some of the things she highlighted in her lessons.
The two specific ones were communication, first impressions, and being ambitious about what you want.
I struggle the most with communication in general, and it's been the biggest thing I've been trying to work on. The Flash has had its periods where everything seems like it isn't going smoothly. I already knew everyone's personal situations- everyone openly expresses theirs, but it can still be frustrating when it comes to things not being done, and having to outreach myself to communicate with everyone else to see what is going on. I've never called anyone out like Crosson, but I can see how she did.
The biggest lesson in life is realizing that not everything is about you, and your actions affect others around you. From the impressions you give through your actions and words, or your ambitions and how you work towards them, it paints a picture of who you are as a person. And, of course, people are going to be interested, or others will have to interact in some way. Crosson's bridge analogy, being a 'good architect and strong support' let's others around you know that you're more than just what meets the surface.
As for the consistency and ambition part, I'm still working on it... Give me more time 😔🙏.
I will add though, the amount of fighting and work that Crosson put forth to become a part of the editorial board, against tons of people is honestly inspiring. It's something that I strive to one day to be as interested and motivated by something as Crosson was.
And of course, the best part of it all, seeing Laila go up on stage all nervously and grabbing her award for best editorial writing in the state. Seeing her grin and look at the cameras was adorable, but also gripping. Not in a tear jerking way, but more in a 'Wow, I'm so proud and excited for this friend in a way that I could never express in a non-weird way.'
Hearing Laila express initial doubt of her winning, and her lack of expectancy made me surprised and a little annoyed. Everyone in The Flash is intelligent in ways I'm still struggling to catch up to. Not grades, classes, or just education wise in general, but socially and culturally. I learn something new everyday from or about Laila, and how much she cares for her work and everyone around her. She did everything, reading the rules, practicing, and wasting hours at school to be at the Flash, she put WORK. To think she had any doubt is absurd to me. I'm a hypocrite, but I don't care. I love seeing Laila, Angelo, and Maya's hard work manifest in them making it all the way to states, and taking the chance. Because at the end of the day, that's all that matters.
I'm proud, very, very proud, and I hope she flexes that big award in everyone's faces every hour of the day. Get into an argument? Have you won a Penn State editorial writing award? Exactly. 😈
After we took pictures and took our leisurely walk in the rain while my hair got increasingly worse, we got ice cream. Of course, I had to go with my delicious, scrumptious, top tier cookies n creme choice, and then devouring it in less than 5 minutes while we walked back to the van
I'll be honest, the last part of the trip was a blur. Being full out of my mind and cosigning everyone's conversations while I'm halfway dying was nice. I enjoyed seeing the cute cows and hearing everyone's weird dreams, shows, and actors I have no idea about. It was a nice background noise for my brain. I still felt bad that Dahslee didn't go, but I'll be sure to share all our photos and my photos to her, as well as my experience. 😋
To be honest, I enjoyed this experience. Being there with everyone who signed up for the trip, talking, playing around, and laughing. It felt amazing to see everyone smiling and being all together in one place. I'm happy to have been there and experienced it all. I feel lucky to have amazing Flash members like these.